Cheesy Movies !

Dear You!

Did I tell you how much I like cheesy movies ??

I really do ! and I know how stupid that would sound like .. you telling me that a woman like me should be more realistic!

I am...

Unfortunately, I am...

I watch the news... I try to fix things .. and I go crashing down every day .. losing the positiveness that I wake up with to the cruelty of life as it is .. war and disease and all the struggles that are going to happen .. or already happening .. I've been through some as you might know...

But I still like that few kind moments in life don't have to be this complicated... I know that life is more complicated! But come on .. could you please give me a room to dream .. to imagine that happiness is a simple thing that I can get when I watch an imaginary story going naively to a cheesy happy ending??

I don't need to be protected from false imaginations, darling .. you don't have to remind me of what I already know .. tell me that something beautiful might be still out there .. all I need is to be held tight when I shed tears over delusional joys caused by a cheesy Hollywood movie...

Laugh as you like .. it is another good outcome of it !!

You know .. a woman like me .. needs to be reminded .. that life isn't impossible... I need to absorb positive energy from these small delights in life .. like the way I imagine you looking at me right now .. with all the surprise of this childish side of me that I refuse to let go of.. it keeps me sane!..

I told you... I don't believe in love anymore.. but I think.. that when the moments of an utter illusion of what love might be like .. I'll immerse my self in it to the core .. get absolutely drunk .. and wake up happy with the migraine and the side effects .. I'll jump anytime .. every time...

These moments you know .. even if they were not mine .. eases the day for a burdened heart...

Love,

Me!